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  • Birthday

    It will be my 45th birthday on Friday.  I am looking forward to this one.  I know many women stop counting their age at 28 or 30, but not me.  I relish the fact that I am getting older.  I am wiser than I was when I was 28.  At 28 I was still trying…

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  • I Remember

    I remember Grandma DeKezel,             her colostomy bag full and oozing. I remember smiling and chattering             and easing her discomfort             of being dependent upon my hands. I remember her talk of sex             and the loathing she had when Grandpa             would touch her – until she was 30. I remember the smile…

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  • Being Prepared

    Okay, so God is leading me.  I am following Him.  I am doing all that He is asking me to do.  But there is this time lapse thing I just don’t understand.  Well, I do, but it is frustrating.  Let me back up a little bit and bring you up to speed on what God…

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