Life

  • Waiting for Death

    Waiting for death is a strange thing.  When you know someone is going to pass; Death is coming; so you just know.  But it hasn’t hit you … yet.  You stay separated; almost disjointed from the shadowed life.  Decisions are made to try and restore life.  And we wait while dialysis is started and a…

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  • Slow Miracles – Maybe

                                 The sign going into the Wellness Center at Two Rivers YMCA in Moline. I pulled myself out of bed this morning and decided to go to the YMCA to work out.  Actually all I do right now for my work out…

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  • Zombie Dreams

    Dreaming about zombies should be about death and dying, but it’s not.

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  • Growing Older

               I have injured my knee.  This has been a long process.  Last spring I had the feeling I was going to fall down the stairs at work.  My knee felt like it was swelling up and unable to move completely.  I decided it was time to go to the doctor…

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  • At the Feet of Jesus

    This was my sermon for this morning at church.  I used an earlier blog, My Anguish with Luke 7:36-50 and Psalm 46:10-11and created this message.  I hope it inspires you and you enjoy it. When I first started attending this church I was searching.  I came and I sat on this side, over here.  It…

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  • Birthday

    It will be my 45th birthday on Friday.  I am looking forward to this one.  I know many women stop counting their age at 28 or 30, but not me.  I relish the fact that I am getting older.  I am wiser than I was when I was 28.  At 28 I was still trying…

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  • Inside the Black Box

    Overwhelming life hitting me like a tsunami wave. cacophonous words trip upon each other in my mind.  I am lost in my own body So I slide into this dark box of mine, hidden deep inside. Just to rest.  Just for a quiet moment of silence.                  …

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  • Keep on Truckin’

    There he is; the little old man, his reflective vest, and his silver walker.  He’s usually on the sidewalk when I am getting ready to turn to go into my school.  He’s moving at a good clip for someone who is using a walker.  I notice his legs are strong and muscular.  Every morning on…

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  • Behavior Change

    I am taking a class… well … actually two classes.  Trying to finish my master’s degree.  So, anyway, I have to change a behavior as a project in my Behavior Intervention class.  Or in my case, restart a behavior.  I have chosen writing.  I need to write.  I long to have oodles of time to…

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  • Anguish

               I stood there in the dark silence of the chapel with the stain glass face of Christ looking in at the pews.  His hole pierced hands showing an anguish I felt.  No one was here, not in this space or time, yet I sounds of a movie floated above me from the back wall. …

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